I guess I have a hard time letting go of the past. The past is comfortable because I already know it. Well, now I must move into my future; into unfounded territory and unconquered trials.
Here I go...but I'm frightened. I am afraid of making a mistake along the way. I know that it's my mistakes that helped shape me into the woman I am today, but I'm still scared of the pain that follows after making big mistakes.
This is the most vulnerable I have ever felt in my life...exposed, unguarded, and afraid. I don't know what to expect from these months to come, and I don't know where life will land me in the next few years. I focus on school as much as I can right now, but I don't want to continue to do it as I had in the past; completely numb to the world around me.
I'm just ready to try.
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